Svetlana de Rohan-LevashovRevelation Volume 1. My childhood
Why did I decided to write this book? Certainly, I did not do it because I considered myself someone special or extraordinary.
I happened to live a very bright and unusual life, and if this book can prevent someone from feeling lonely in our splendid, but
very cruel world then it was not written in vain.
We are too accustomed to make our life easy, using words: "it can not happen, because it can never happen", rejecting everything
that can not fit in our "universally recognized and generally established" limits. We are too accustomed to believe
that all people are good, and that TV shows "only truth" with which appears to be very comfortable to exist. And we banish without
the least regret everything that either brings (or only can bring) inconvenience to us or does not fit into our "well-organized", but,
nevertheless, problematic world.
This book is about this kind of "incorrect" life. It is a history of a "little hermit" lost in the incomprehensible and sometimes
very "spiny" world of people, who walked a long and very "thorny" way and finally found the real essence and understanding
of her life and miracles that surrounded her for so long time.
I am thankful to my grand-dad for those bright and unforgettable recollections with which he filled with my child's world
and for those unusual miracles which, unfortunately, very soon became a "scourge" of my child's existence.
I am thankful to my father. Without his support I could never live my life with my head up high and feet firmly on the ground.
He taught me how live without being broken and keep faith in myself. My life would never be the same without his love and faith.
I am thankful to my mother for her wonderful kindness and faith in me, for her help and determination to save my
"eccentric" abilities.
I am thankful to my wonderful son Robert for the possibility to feel myself a proud mother, for his open heart and his talents,
and simply for that he exists on this earth.
And with all my soulI am thankful to my amazing husband–Nicolai Levashov–who helped me to find myself in my "lost"
world, gave me the understanding of all these phenomena, which I painfully tried to unriddle during long years, and opened a
door for me into unbelievable world of Big Space. To him, my best friend, without whom I now do not imagine my existence,
I dedicate this book.
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